Sometimes, I amaze myself with my own level of perseverance and persistence.
I thought I was strong enough to handle this, but apparently I was far from that.
Despite knowing that it would be the cause of me taking 2 steps backwards, yet I still persisted in answering your cry for help; for a pillar of support.
Despite you hurting me repeatedly, I welcomed you with open arms the moment I knew you needed me.
And it is precisely because of this knowledge of knowing how it’d prevent me from moving forward and how you’ve hurt me time and again, that make this heart that loves you so precious.
Because I know, and can proclaim with much confidence that this is not a feat that many can accomplish after going though what I’ve been through. It is really just your loss that you didn’t know how to treasure something so rare and precious.
i realised, it is truly time for me to let go. As much as I’d like to think that I am strong enough for this, I am not. I’d have been there to not just double your joy but to halve your woes as well; to walk you out of your darkest valleys. But I cannot be there for you any longer. You made it clear the moment you did that despicable deed. You lost me, lost everything, the moment you forgot for a second that I was the girl you wanted to be with forever; the girl whom you told every one that she was “the one”.
And really, has it ever occurred to you why I am the one you turned to whenever you’re at your lowest? Has it ever occurred to you that I am always the one you want to talk to the most when you’re feeling lost and helpless?Has it ever occurred to you that you’re always looking for opportunities to establish some form of contact with me even after so long?
And lastly, have you ever wondered why I was the one you turned to when evidently there were other(s) you could have turned to?








I’m not done reviewing through the photos! Will do so when I’m back from suppperrrr.
LOOK! one of the cutest kitty kat ever!!She’s so adorable!! Meowrrrrr.