Get well soon, meisy!

2009 December 29
by carol

my poor sister is down with intestine infection and it’s kinda bad. Please please please pray for her for a speedy recovery! thank you very much.

sighs think she must be feeling super awful now. I can totally understand how she feels now having experienced smth similiar to it before. Having to run to the toilet one hundred and one times aint fun. She said smth which i thought was kinda funny to me just now. She said ( in mandarin) ” there was a few times when i didnt know if i should vomit or diarrheoa first because i felt like doing both at the same time.” o.o If you think about it, it’s quite a funny situation.

I’m kinda bored now cos I’ve almost completed doing all the chores and she’s sleeping now. so yeah. I’m bored. Decided to watch ” you’re beautiful” cos i heard good reviews about it.

I need a job. Pray with all my heart that they will reply my email!!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! money supply is depleting at an amazing rate. Goodness.

because it’s christmas

2009 December 25
by carol

I shall give you guys a small present.. In the form of a video!!:D a song title actually. Lol. Cos I’m blogging from my phone so no posting of youtube videos. Anw, go check out this song: O holy night by N’SYNC. Yes their acapella version of that song is the nicest so far and I want to share it with you guys!:D they harmonized rlly well and they can rlly carry off that song!so go listen to it. I have been listening to it since… October. Lol. It’s good to get into the christmas mood in advance!

Okay I better go sleep or I won’t be able to enjoy the christmas party tmr. Goodnight and merry christmas once again!:D

Lilian, shopping soon? Hahahha. But first we should locate all starbucks on our personal map of town.

all I want for christmas..

2009 December 24
by carol

is a dog!!

I have always always wanted a dog!since the age when I knew that dogs existed. but my parents will never agree to let me have one!:( oh wells. I have yet to give up on this wish of mine! One day, I shall have my own dog. One that loves me as much as amber loves ms andrea tan!

Merry christmas in advance everybody!:D

hello sunny island!

2009 December 22
by carol

im back!im back!and i am dead tired too. came back last night, slept at 3am. woke up at 9.30 am and packed till… NOW(9.50 pm) but of course i took 2 breaks in between, dinner and lunch. holy, unpacking is srlsy tiring ttm.

aiya shall blog tmr. really am too tired to do anything else. I’m quite happy to be back in Singapore again!miss you guys tons!:DDD At the same time, it feels kinda weird too?the drastic change of climate, change of schedules, culture etc. i think i neeed some time to adapt. Strangely enough, i kinda miss life in beijing despite the uhm, overly OILY and salty food( think yongle will be very happy there) and the walking with your head bowed every sec due to the spit-filled pavements( ack!). Yeah, i still miss life in beijing despite all these.

okay im off, shall blog about my trip tmr!it was a really fulfilling trip!i learnt so much and i’ve got so so much to share!til then, 明儿见!

check your mail!!P

2009 December 16
by carol

PLEASE CHECK YOUR MAIL, N!!!

cold

2009 December 12
by carol

So what if I put in my best to make things better.
So what if I really did play my part as it should be.
So what if I tried all means to lessen the gap between us.
So what if you’re my dad. Does it give you the right to speak without weighing the consequences?

So what if I tried so damn hard to gain that nod of approval from you.

In the end, your razor sharp words that you’ve given no thought to cut me up into a million and one pieces. once again.

And we’re back to where we’ve started out, just when I thought things were getting better.
Just when I thought perhaps things will get even better.

There, you’ve done it again. Leaving me cold and filled with resentment for you.

This hurt surpassed everything, every single thing that you’ve said or done.

All I ever wanted was for you to look at me and say ‘ well done, my child. I see your efforts.’ is it so damn fucking difficult?

couldn’t have been better

2009 December 11
by carol

I really love my life right now, even tho there are times when i get emo nemo, which is increasingly rare cos the a’s are over! But other than those times, all’s fine and dandy :D :D

Met hazel today and I’m really glad that we met up!hehe.

This week has been a hectic one for me, preparing for the trip, for prom, meeting up with friends and all. But all in all, it was a really fruitful week for me. I feel really accomplished.:D Besides that, i realised i enjoy running errands tgth with my mummy. ( i have a super cute mum:D)

Prom was okay, just the prelude to the activity after that. Which in my opinion, was the highlight of the night cos dinner was kinda boring? oh!cept for the part wheere ms andrea tan had to go on stage to be a rocker galzzzz! hehe.

oh my I’m so tired after tagging people on fb. i don’t wanna blog anymore. good bye. c9 outing tmr!can’t wait :D

To remain steadfast

2009 December 8
by carol

It is to remain unchanging. For that to happen, I have to remain unswayed no matter the circumstances; That is, what might have already come to passed or whatever that might happen in the near future.

I hope I will be able to sustain throughout. I know, with all my heart, that this isn’t an easy feat at all. It is one which requires truckloads of courage and perseverance; Both which I will never have enough. It may be easy to do it ‘right’ the first time, the second time and even the third time. But who can guarantee that all will be fine and dandy in subsequent times??

And that is why, I shall and will do this together with God. Simply because, I believe that he placed me in your life for a purpose. Because I believe in our almighty father. Because I believe that he will find a way for sure. I believe, you will feel, see and experience what I have and am experiencing now.

I refuse to give up and will not give up!you can count on that for sure :)

sun, sun, mr. golden sun.

2009 December 6
by carol

woke up sniffing and sneezing due to the super super scold weather, and I wonder how am I gonna survive beijing. Hoho. It’s raining, again!!i like the rain, but I don’t like it raining every single day!it feels as if I’m waking up in australia cept there is no SUN!and I really would love to have some sun :(

Waiting for ms andrea tan to wake up so that we can go for our job interviews together. I really really really hope we get the job!!!so exciting!! Wake up, ms andrea tannnnnnn! Anw, ytd was jess’s birthday! The rain kinda dampened our moods. Zzz. Shall post photos up later!oh and jim’s birthday photos too.. Wonder how the class gathering is now. Wish I could go join them!

Oh my, the rain is inducing me to sleep. But I think the need of my hungry stomach surpassed the need for sleep. So I’m off for breakfast!:D

rollerblading @ ECP

2009 December 4
by carol

My arms are aching like nobody’s business now, so are my legs and my butt. My arms are aching so badly that i can barely control the mouse properly, typing is not much of a problem though because it only requires the moving of my fingers. But all these are worth it because I had so much fun rollerblading today!Despite the weather and the lack of sun, all of us still had truckloads of fun :D DD If only Hazel and Jiahao could stay on to rollerblade tgth with us!:/ No photos today cos all of us looked so cui after rollerblading in the rain. lol.

I wanna go again next week!!!weee!:DDD Haven’t rollerblade for goodness know how many years!Shouldnt have thrown my old skates away. shucks. Now i feel like getting new ones, so that i can rollerblade whenever i want.

Yongle said if we eat fatty food after exercising, it’ll not grow into muscles but fats instead. So i had to suppress my craving for popeye’s chicken and get Subway instead. oh wells. nevermind, I’m having it next week anyway!hehe. Happy shalalala!

aiyer. i’m not looking forward to prom cept for the part after prom!!!(definitely not post prom) HEHEH.