exams blues

I needed to rant somewhere, so here I am.
As the title says it all, TMR I HAVE 2 PAPERS.
And no, I’m not stressed out. I am, in fact, extremely frustrated and perplexed.
WHY AM I STUDYING SO HARD FOR A MERE TEN PERCENT?!!!!!
At least make it into a 20 percent?!
I have to study 2 frickin textbooks for a 10%?! I feel as if I am wasting my life away.
Life is trickling out of my hands as water would. Drip by drip , I bid it goodbye.
Okay sorry, when in angst mode, I go into my drama mama mode.
I seriously CANNOT comprehend why he is making us slog our guts out for beans.

Having said that, I feel tons better right now. Whooosh.
I cannot wait to go blading on thursday and roaming the streets on friday. In my new clothes :3 *beams*
Saturday a movie date with michelle and church, then to grace’s house to visit her puppyyyy!!!! I declare sunday, “lie on the bed and not move a single limb day”. Or bed can be switched to beach. It works both ways.

Okay back to the.. Useless books. Zzz. Cannot wait to take japanese and martial arts the next semester. KICK SOME ASS! HAIII- YAH! (That’s the sound you always hear when someones doing some kick or smth in shows btw.) Wah!!! Bad-ass carol coming your way!!!! K bye.

NY- FALL 2012 TIMETABLE

TADA. Timetable for first sem in NY, Buffalo!

I maxed out my 19 credits, got to make full use of my money!

I’m super excited for 2 modules to start: Japanese and Martial Arts/Self Defense.

HAHAHAHAHA! I know. Martial arts.

BUT I REALLY CAN’T WAIT FOR MY FIRST LESSON. Omg.

I think I’m gonna have the time of my life over there.

Kept friday relatively free for short weekend trips to Toronto or NYC ^^

HOORAH TO AWESOME AND INTERESTING TIMETABLE.

NEW BLOG

HELLO WELLO JELLO!

I’ve decided to keep this blog for remembrance because there are wayyyyyy too many precious memories and also lessons learnt recorded in here.

& i honestly cannot bear to just erase everything with just a click, so yep it’ll always be here.

I may post random stuff here every now and then tho!! ^^

Life has been really really good now and I’m so very contented

so ANYWAY. I’ve decided to leave my new blog add. Here it is!

                                             My new blog 

and of course this is just my tumblr. I’d love to keep my wordpress link to myself first, and a few close ones of course.

anw, shall leave you guys with a song that I absolutely adore, both lyrics and melody are just amazing. :”)

Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

For all the lovely people who loved me in one way or another, who made me who I am today.

Love you guys.

& for showering me with unrequited love.

KONY 2012

Watch the Video, it will tell you everything you need to know about this evil man.

He has to be STOPPED.

A bunch of littles will go a great way, help to raise awareness to help these poor children. :c

meow. I miss th…

meow. I miss this blog :c

This, is it.

Soo, I’ve decided to move to a new blog, for many reasons.

Mainly because, I think it is really time for a fresh start. I’ve been harping on this fresh start for way too long and honestly, the notion of it is getting stale.

And there is no better time than now!

I’m not posting my new blog address here. If you genuinely want to know what it is, you can ask me and I’ll see if I wanna give it to you!  easy peasy ^^

Anw, this valentine’s day has been a really special one and I loved it. i had so much fun.. eating. yes, eating is always fun.

I folded this by myself!!! & trust me when I say it isn’t easy at all -.- goodness gracious me.

Folding this rose was no easy feat, I had such a hard time getting the right shapes or whatever it is. omg

better be grateful and treasure it, the person whom I gave my rose to!

okay but I only folded .. one. so. AHAHHAAHAHAH. refused to fold any more aft that first one.

 

Something Dinesh said today really struck me hard.

“You’re only young once, carol. Stop wasting your time on such trivial stuff and get on with your life. Do the things you have always wanted to do and live life to the fullest!”

I’ve really made up my mind this time round to be really deliberate in moving on and getting on with my life no matter what happens.

I need and want this to happen.

& if erasing every single thing from the past is what I have to do, then so be it.

Amidst all these craziness, I really can’t help but be awed at how blessed I am and well, I couldn’t ask for more.

It was truly a blessing in disguise and also high time for me to close this chapter in my life and begin a new one.

Here’s to embracing a new chapter in life.

What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. 

A really meaningful article:

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/the-5-most-important-pieces-of-relationship-advice/

Goodbye y’all!

10 Couples, 3 Questions.

“I had some pretty tough times and she was there giving me support.

& that was when I knew she was the one.“

Happy Valentine’s Day. 

Love, that is what it is.

“Did you really not feel anything?”

” I’m not going to stop, Stefan. Because I don’t believe that you don’t feel anything.”

It amazes me, that small glimmer of hope that Elena holds for Stefan to let her know that she is all he ever wanted;

despite everything that has happened.

she hoped.

  

What does it take exactly for one to stop hoping?

For one to finally understand that things are never going to change?

What exactly?

  

& what exactly, keeps that glimmer of hope alive?

Jewels in the sand

I truly thank God for the both of them, the people who would do anything for me besides my family.

The two who know how to deal with my downs and walk me through my valleys even.

They really amaze me, at their ability to cheer me up and take my mind of things when I don’t even know how to do so myself.

The ones who never gave up on me, who answered every single time  I needed them.

& even when I don’t turn to them, they’d somehow know miraculously and appear when I’m at my lowest.

The ones who know what is best for me and would even fight to ensure that I end up with nothing but the best.

My strongholds ♥

10 years and counting.

8 years and counting.

May the number of years never stop growing.

Was going through some old stuff and I came across this.

[11/11/2011 9:38:38 PM] huang wansi,carol: why you suddenly thank me again?
[11/11/2011 9:39:33 PM] huang wansi,carol: what did he say
[11/11/2011 9:39:57 PM] quanjun: carol did alot for ur birthday and she even bought tix to aus. she contact all ur frens 1 by 1 from ur sch mates to camp mates and meet all them up to make u a birthday video to bring it to aus to surprise u. but suddenly b4 ur birthday u 2 broke up. i think not many gals willing to spent as much time and effort like carol just to make u happy, its rather the other way round most of the time. besides, u and carol have gone thru so much to get together.
[11/11/2011 9:40:28 PM] huang wansi,carol: ohhh
[11/11/2011 9:40:31 PM] huang wansi,carol: kenneth is anice person

 

[11/11/2011 11:07:41 PM] quanjun: OIE
[11/11/2011 11:07:48 PM] quanjun: OIE
[11/11/2011 11:07:50 PM] quanjun: LOOK AT ME
[11/11/2011 11:11:36 PM] quanjun: OIE
[11/11/2011 11:11:39 PM] quanjun: HELLOOOOO
[11/11/2011 11:11:41 PM] quanjun: CAROL
[11/11/2011 11:11:43 PM] quanjun: HUANG
[11/11/2011 11:11:44 PM] quanjun: WANSI
[11/11/2011 11:11:50 PM] quanjun: NOW 1111
[11/11/2011 11:11:54 PM] quanjun: 1111111111
[11/11/2011 11:11:54 PM] huang wansi,carol: yah i know
[11/11/2011 11:11:56 PM] quanjun: QUICK
[11/11/2011 11:11:58 PM] quanjun: MAKE A WISH
[11/11/2011 11:12:16 PM] quanjun: I MADE MINE
[11/11/2011 11:12:18 PM] quanjun: HAVE U’
[11/11/2011 11:12:20 PM] huang wansi,carol: i did
[11/11/2011 11:12:23 PM] huang wansi,carol: now 1112 alr
[11/11/2011 11:12:24 PM] quanjun: what did u wih for
[11/11/2011 11:12:26 PM] huang wansi,carol: cntn say
[11/11/2011 11:12:31 PM] huang wansi,carol: ltr wont come true
[11/11/2011 11:12:32 PM] quanjun: is it about me
[11/11/2011 11:12:37 PM] huang wansi,carol: cannot say
[11/11/2011 11:12:39 PM] quanjun: :$
[11/11/2011 11:12:41 PM] quanjun: :c
[11/11/2011 11:12:43 PM] quanjun: okay
[11/11/2011 11:12:46 PM] quanjun: i also wont say
[11/11/2011 11:12:48 PM] huang wansi,carol: okay
[11/11/2011 11:12:57 PM] huang wansi,carol: okay lor
[11/11/2011 11:13:01 PM] huang wansi,carol: ialso didnt ask
[11/11/2011 11:13:04 PM] huang wansi,carol: -.-
[11/11/2011 11:13:08 PM] quanjun: if not wont come true
[11/11/2011 11:13:10 PM] huang wansi,carol: yah
[11/11/2011 11:13:11 PM] huang wansi,carol: cnnt say
[11/11/2011 11:13:14 PM] quanjun: i want it to come true!!!!1